Everyone else is doing it...

So I guess I'll jump on the bandwagon and do this along with the rest of my friends. I'm not one to really let people read what I feel/think, but I guess I trust ya'll enough..ha. In two short weeks I'll be graduating; from college that is.  My life as a student is over.  No more late night cram sessions or early morning clinicals.  I'll be in the real world with a real job (hopefully) and a real paycheck.  It's kind of scary when I actually think about it.  For the past four years I've been in this place that has become home. I've been surrounded by my best friends and haven't really had to worry about getting out of my comfort zone. My plan was to move to Atlanta.  I knew some people there, I would find a job in one of the hospitals, and begin my life as an adult.  I'm pretty sure God probably laughed when He heard all of those plans.  Not to make fun but because, once again, I was trying to plan my life according to me, not to Him.  That's where I am now.  I have no plan really.  I was told all through nursing school that I would find a job in any hospital doing whatever I wanted to do.  I truly believed this, and my dream was to work at Children's Healthcare of Atlanta.  Well, two weeks from graduation, and I have no job, and I will probably not have one in Atlanta.  I am slowly becoming okay with that.  I am realizing that God's plans for my life are not always the ones I had imagined and that's okay.  He has something better for me, and I'm getting a great test in patience to see what that is.  I'm kind of just walking blindly waiting for my God to guide me.  Until then,  I'm just a nearly college graduate with an blank page ahead of her.